At the End of the Day

This is what I'm left with at the end of the day. Pair combat boots, rucksack and a Ruger. No the Ruger is not the standard issue gun. It's my personal weapon.
--A side note-- these are my things. These are not loving, sweet, soft things. The one person who loves me for these interests is going away for a year. That's why I made this, for him, to express how I feel. At the end of the day, this is what I'm left with... and its not substitute for the loving, soft, sweet person with whom I'm about to be unionized. I'd rather exchange these for him. Unfortunately, that is not up for barter.